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THE SECRETS WE MUST HOLD

Some secrets are too painful to speak aloud. Some wounds stay hidden for a lifetime. The Secrets We Must Hold is a psychological trauma story about seven year old Kyle, whose search for the love of a father figure leads him into a dark and traumatic world of abuse.

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THE SECRETS WE MUST HOLD VOL 1

Not every child is safe from the monsters living like a normal person and the same goes in this Little Kyle story. Unaware of the dangers, Kyle, who longs for a father figure after losing his real father befriends his mother’s boyfriend Rudy. Kyle believes he may finally have the family connection he has been missing. In this childhood trauma novel, Kyle experienced over eighteen painful months of confusion, affection and emotional dependence as the trusted adult in his life takes advantage of his innocence.

This disturbing childhood experience novel is a story of finally breaking silence after years of pain. All Kyle Smith hopes is that other survivors know they are not alone and that healing, understanding, and peace are possible.

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About The Author

Kyle Smith

Kyle Smith is a father of four boys and a survivor of childhood sexual abuse. Despite the fact he put together a life that seemed normal to the outside world, the childhood trauma still haunted him. Also, the loss of his third wife and nightmares of the past lead him to finally confront the secrets he has been holding for years. The Secrets We Must Hold became a way for him to process his pain, better understand his past, and begin finding peace. He hopes that every victim feels seen and not alone through his emotional abuse in his story, which took him almost 65 years to finally share.

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THE SECRETS WE MUST HOLD Vol 2 (Coming VERY Soon)

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THE SECRETS WE MUST HOLD Vol 3 (Coming VERY Soon)

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Our Clients Say

I usually love dark family drama novels and I found this one by chance. Honestly,  I can’t read after my eighth birthday chapter. It was so emotional and I was hoping someone would save him but it’s not a fantasy story, it’s a true story and no one saves you from such monsters. 

— Ellis Aguirre

— Ellis Aguirre

I have read a lot of childhood trauma fiction books but reading this one was hard. I can’t imagine what the author felt when he realized what had been happening to him. That feeling alone can make your life difficult to continue. But he did it and made an example that healing is possible. Thank you for sharing your story with all those who are still in the process of survival.

— Avalynn Glass

— Avalynn Glass

It takes courage to share something this painful. Some parts were so emotional for me, I can’t believe what the child must have felt. That’s why I don’t trust anyone with my children. This psychological drama book is for all parents so they can learn how important it is to keep an eye on their kids.

— Alvin Lester

— Alvin Lester

Frequently Asked Questions

Kyle only hopes other survivors and possible victims find peace from his story. He wants them to feel less alone.

Yes. The story continues through multiple volumes, sharing more about the author’s experiences, emotional struggles, and healing journey.

The title shows the silence and fear many survivors carry for years after traumatic experiences.

Signed Copies are Hardcover ONLY.
You can only purchase signed Hardcover Copies from his Website.
You can Request Signed Copies by going to his SHOP Page.

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